Midnight Moments

It’s a running joke among my co-workers that I never stay in town on weekends I’m not working. I guess it’s not so much a joke as it is reality. The truth is: I love to travel and get restless staying in one place very long. I was pondering this on a recent trip back from visiting my parents in Mississippi for Thanksgiving. Since leaving New York to attend college in Indiana, I’ve struggled with settling anywhere and really making a place “home”. This especially became difficult most recently when I moved from Lexington, Kentucky, where I had really established a great church family—to move to Macon, Georgia responding to the call God has placed on my life. I remember having some very emotional moments with Jesus in the midst of the move and shortly after. It seems like every time I get comfortable somewhere God shakes things up and moves me somewhere new. God revealed something to me on my drive back from Mississippi about this; Christians are not supposed to get comfortable....

It's an unfortunate reality that not only does politics divide our country, it divides Christ's church. In this blog, I'm not going to try to persuade which candidate to vote for, but rather I am going to attempt to urge any and all professing believers to vote responsibly. If you are voting (and I hope that you are) I encourage you to prayerfully consider your decision. I encourage you to use divine discernment in which candidate you mark your ballot for. Please, do not simply vote for the candidate that most benefits what your itching ears want to hear, but rather prayerfully invest in the candidate that will uphold God's standards in his leadership of this nation. Like Israel, the Christian community in America has fallen into the trap of relying on political structures to provide for our needs and even our desires. In 1 Samuel 8, we find that Israel has grown tired of the Judges and Priests that God has given to advise them and demands that they have a king. Sam...

It started as what was supposed to be a relaxing, restful day. I was finally redeeming the gift certificate for a massage my cheerleaders had given me the Christmas before and afterwards decided it was the perfect day to do some shopping. Actually cooking dinner seemed to be illogical given the rest of my day, so on the way home from the mall I decided to stop at Domino's and order a (gluten-free) pizza- extra cheese and mushroom. While I was sitting, waiting on my pizza to be ready, a tall, tattooed, white gentlemen in basketball shorts and a t-shirt walked in complaining about how difficult it was to find the place. As soon as he walked in the door, I felt sick to my core. He put in his pizza orders and sat down next to me. On most occasions I would offer a friendly hello and start a light conversation, but it was as if God wouldn't let me engage in conversation with this particular man for some reason. That reason would soon make itself clear and he, instead, began conversin...

I love one on one conversations. It's very fueling and inspiring for me. I find, very often, that it is during such interactions with others that God speaks to me. Today I had one of those encounters during a conversation with a good friend from church. We were discussing the issue of grace and sin and whether or not someone can still be identified with his or her sin after coming to Christ. For example, can someone who is a recovering alcoholic or who has same-sex attraction sincerely be a follower of Jesus Christ? Well, I posited the explanation that Scripturally, someone cannot accept Christ as their Redeemer and continue in a life of sin. Paul is emphatic about this throughout Romans 6 (for instance, verses 1-2  Well then, shall we go on sinning so that grace may abound? Absolutely not! We died to sin, how can we continue to live in?). It is a mockery of Christ's sacrifice to free us from the bondage of sin to continue in it. Galatians 5: 1 declares that "it is for fre...

In the aftermath of the Virginia Tech massacre of 2007, candle light vigils were held in honor of the victims. Facebook hate groups were also established directed at Seung-Hui Cho, the shooter who killed 32 people before joining his victims. In 1999, Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris targeted and killed 12 students and 1 teacher, along with wounding 21 others and fnally taking their own lives at Columbine High School in Colorado. Just after midnight on July 20th, 2012, movie goers viewing the opening screening of the Dark Knight rises in a theater outside of Denver, Colorado, fled in terror as a lone gunman open fired killing at least 12 people and injuring nearly 60 others. The tragedy and heartache of these events cannot be fully expressed in words on a page. As I caught wind of the news of this shooting, my heart broke not simply for those directly affected but for the world as a whole. We are so quick to point the finger of blame in this instances: after Columbine, attacks on the mus...

There were a few other people in Starbucks that day. I couldn’t tell you what those other people looked like or even where they were sitting. I couldn’t even tell you what songs played on the radio that morning. What I do remember is the joyful glow on her face. I remember the exuberance she talked with as she told her story and how God had redeemed her out of a life of prostitution, drugs, abuse, and a feeling of having no self-worth. I closed out our interview by asking her what the Church could do to more directly help sexually exploited individuals. With no hesitation she told me, “Love, don’t judge.  Accept them for their hardships. Know they’re not going to be perfect. Even if they want to give up, it’s not an easy road. Cultivate relationships; discover where people are on their journey. Don’t make assumptions, positive or negative.” Don’t make assumptions, positive or negative. How often have we done damage in relationship because we were too quick to make assumption...

It’s rare to find anything positive or encouraging in the news these days. Stories of murder, war, rape, genocide, sex trafficking, domestic violence, custody battles, kidnapping, celebrity divorce, and the like don’t exactly leave us with feelings of peaceful happiness. Rather, they leave us with feelings of anger, fear, and despair. For many, these images and stories just reinforce a belief that God cannot exist, and if He does He is a menacing tyrant with no love for humanity.  But I see a very different world. I see a world where there exists a God who loves way beyond what humanity deserves. A world with a God who despite our hatred and maliciousness towards not only one another, but ourselves and the Creator-God who made us, chose to pay the penalty for our rebellious and destructive actions. Somehow in the midst of the destruction, hatred, selfishness, and depravity, God is quietly whispering, “While you were dead in your sins, I died for you” (Romans 5:8). And because...